My Schizophrenia Experience Painting (Anger Edition)

An acrylic digital painting I did during my Schizophrenia Days.

Schizophrenia although termed as a mental problem by scientists , but I have been through Schizophrenia, and recovered from it last year only.

Schizophrenia gives you a ton of hallucinations which sometimes even seem real. Shapeless morphing creature and some amazing Sci -Fi visuals were common experiences I noticed when I had Schizophrenia.

But the only worst part was I can hear people talking inside my brain, I developed a fear whenever any person used to notice me.

I was quite afraid from their eyes , people who were close to me and helped me in this tough situation, my mind used to continously flip situations inside my mind and made me think that everyone is against us.

I used to paint to calm down my mind when I had Schizophrenia. One can't even concentrate on what he/she wants to make during this disorder, same thing happened with me .

I used to hear voices inside my head whenever I used to paint, this painting is an outcome of the same scenario, feeling of anger for others whose voices you can hear whose outcome is you turn yourself against them and start to live in solitude.

Pressure on the brush stroke because of anger for my loved ones and a total feeling of negativity lead me to the outcome of this painting.

Digitally Painting done inside Adobe Photoshop