REM

That was my first exit from the body. An anxious, childish dream. When you feel and realize yourself and the body, but you can't control anything at all. In part, I even saw the surrounding reality while in bed. There was even fear, not very strong, but was, plus very strange sensations. Light penetrated through the half-open eyelids, it was a streetlight on the road, it lit the street, and part of light entered the house through the window. And I immersed myself in the unknowing. In my dream, there was a huge metal sphere; it was simply not of real size, with a smooth polished surface, and I was a small metal ball, like from a bicycle bearing. And I was flying around in this sphere in a circle without coming into contact with its surface. Because of the size of this sphere, I was tiny. This sphere had neither beginning nor end. At the same time I felt a void inside me, because I was practically gone, only this small metal ball, in infinite motion, in an infinite sphere. At a certain point, I began to amuse myself, like any child, because children like big toys, they make children seem like adults. I knew there was no way out, I wasn't controlling anything, so the only sensible solution at that point was to agree with what I saw, felt, to dive into a deeper sleep. Through the light and sounds of the street, warmed under a warm blanket, flying in space, I disappeared.